Speechlessness

Today I want to move, run, hide anything.
Just to stop the mounting list in my head to stop and to finally enjoy life. Not just life on vacations but the day to day life- the joy of listening to good music while washing the dishes, walking barefoot outside, water plants or taking drive.

Now, I just work.

but if I dont work that means i have to be alone with my thoughts, my real life.

I rather work.