saying goodbye

life .

oh life..

regret. life. change.

ugh ugh ugh.

this last month has been revolutionary. i lost a great love, went into a deep depression and now i am moving. cutting off all of the cords and jumping feet first into change. at first, this change liberated me. now, i am terrified. I am leaving comfort- stability, solitude, friendship, safety-

for what?


for possibility.

for the chance to final be free of fear, regret, lonliness-

and finally on the road to where my heart knows i belong.


3 minutes of mindfulness

hurt
paint
heartache
it has to get better
i need God
Good needs me
hope
love
great love
have to do this even if it hurts
time its over due
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